Antsy.

For just a LITTLE while, I’d like to have a feeling of contentment with things, and a willingness to do what’s on my “to do” list. Lately, I’ve been staying up past midnight, and not getting up till 8am or later and on top of that, feel frustrated by the stuff I “have to do,” and how that robs from the stuff I WANT to do. So, I decided instead of being civil about it, and keeping it in my cranium I’d just DUMP it all out right here.As I said yesterday, I need to do something to change the business. Today, I ended up spending a bunch of time working on computer and web related stuff only to become frustrated. I tried to understand Movable Type and how to install it on my machine to see if it was worth it. My thought was, if this thing is so powerful, I gotta try it. And I’m saying right now, the “get what you pay for” cliche ain’t holding true. I was so put off by the hoops you have to jump through to get it installed. QUITE a geeky undertaking. Maybe I’ll try again tonight, but it really pissed me off that there was just so much to do to install it. Why don’t they package it with a self-installer? That makes NO sense to me. But tons of bloggers do it. Who knows.I want to customize my iBlog and know that other folks are doing so. I’m a bit surprised at how THIN the support is for doing such soft-hacking. You’d think it’d be a piece of cake…and if I knew more HTML or WHEN I do, maybe I won’t think so much of it. Anyhow, maybe I need to do my due diligence and learn DreamWeaver so I can feel confident.Okay…that’s it. for the next 90-120 minutes…that’s ALL I’m going to work on.And the reason is, I’m quite melancholy this afternoon about my more traditional/conventional workload. I hate to cheat my clients, but I just don’t FEEL like doing their work today. Tomorrow. That’s the plan.